I never knew insomnia would prolong for me because I've learnt to sleep whenever I'm in bad mood mode; I never knew why singers sang sentimental songs like it's the end of the world but now I knew; I never realize why sleeping is the best way to pass my time (maybe because I can dream?) but then I hate it when I woke up because that's when the reality speaks up; I never knew you are the first one I thought about whenever I open my eyes from my wake; I never knew thinking about you would bring tears in my eyes; I never knew looking back at your text messages and memories would be so heartbreaking; I never knew moving on needs a lot of courage; I never knew getting over you would seems so impossible; I never knew reminding myself to forget about you would be so hurtful; I never knew loving you would mean giving you up; I never knew waiting would be a waste of time for someone you love; I never knew changing heart would seem so easy to you but not to me; I never knew disappointment bring loneliness; I never knew laughing would be so tiring, smiling would feel so forceful; I never knew you would be the reason for me to stay or leave; I never knew I could thought of all these "I Never Knew" things; I never knew proving myself wrong about all these would be so hard because these are the uncovered truths; I never knew if I can even believe in love now.
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