Already gone?

29th go 1borneo to watch Show Luo! But sadly he only sang 2 songs and the whole function ended so early :C

30th go play badminton then stuck in house @.@

31th tuition in the morning and have group study with frens at burger king - coffee bean

Study study study! Ad.Maths Physics Biology..3 hard subjects aikss

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I wanted to move on, so I'm already gone..have I?

并不喜欢这个关系，这个名称，但却又不舍得划清界线，因为那是唯一与你联系的借口。请不要欺骗我，让我有了安慰的心情。这根本就不是事实，不能让我自己再相信你了，多么希望你所说的都是心里话，都是我心里希望听到的。可是如果是真的，你也不可能能那么轻易的说出口吧？

Weirdness, and I don't know why

I told myself not to think about you but it's way too hard. I didn't get your text today, and I knew that I could stop thinking about you meanwhile my mind was still waiting if your name would pop out anywhere on my phone screen every minute every second. Weird, but I'm even weirder 0_0

Sometimes I wonder if I ever cross your mind, cause it happen all the time here.

好失望

Here's what I'm TRYING to achieve:
1. Study HARD!
2. Get good results (MUST)
3. Don't put on anymore weight x.x
4. Improve my stamina
5. Be a good child :)
6. Be a good friend :D
7. Stop shopping >.< it's going to be real hard
8. Sleep early..gotta make my panda eye disappear!
9. Help others whenever they need help
10. Approach everyone with a smile :))

Well, I'll surely be trying hard!

你与我划清界线，分定楚河汉界，我不喜欢成为你特定的哪一位，请你停止你对我的好，因为你是在对这个关系的”她“而好

不知从什么时候开始在乎你的事情，会注意你身边的人或事，会开始期待，会是我想太多..吗？

当我决定放下，你却又再次给我希望，让我有再次停留的烂理由。

应该？不应该？心里还是处于挣扎的心情。

I never knew love like this ♥

为什么你总会有女生在你身边打转呢？也才发现，等你的人不只我一个，是在暗示我该放手了吗？

曾今有一度真的为你停留过，最后毫无选择的离开，如今，你会为了我而停留吗？

Time passes so fast and a week has gone. Fast enough to make me shiver inside. EXAM is just around the corner and it's kind of weird I don't have any nervous feeling or somewhat. Scary.

Trying to find courts available for booking on Sunday. Too bad fuzhou's full :C Sorry guys if I can't find any >.< Next week I promise :))

I need you :C

I didn't know, but I know now that I need you :C

Other people probably don't know
By myself, without anyone knowing
Those words I said were lies
A loner left behind all alone
And me lost in the mist of it all...

My habit of calling for you and wondering where you are
I promised myself I would be fine without you
But I can't help it, a day without you is too long
I pray that I may one day forget about you
I'm gonna change
I'll laugh everything off from now on.

A lot..and a whole lot to think about =[

Today's definitely not a good day for me =X

Have been feeling miserably lonely for the whole day, one may not see this from the outside, but it's the inside that hurts most.. It's not like I'm angry or what, just disappointed..maybe I've put my hopes too high on you guys, truly sorry if I've given you the wrong message or somehow like that

My faith in you was slowly fading...can't let myself fall apart, that's the last thing I could ever think of doing.

Breaking-ups and getting-togethers are hard to predict, they just come and go away silently without you knowing, well, I guess you can just appreciate what you have at the mean time or else you'll regret what you haven't done to those love ones when they're finally leaving :C

我只想再哭一下下，把记忆彻底的分化，眼泪我会替自己擦

因为微笑

不明白为什么你要那样说，是有心还是无意呢？本来就不是那个意思，你为何还要扭转我所说的话呢？如果是那样，我宁可什么都不说，至少没那么心疼

很想知道你到底在想什么，我努力去了解，却得不到任何结果，最后只是一场落空

因为微笑，又再次掉泪了

I'm plain useless =X

Happy Mother's Day I wanted to gesture to all of those great moms who took care of us children with patients and care + full of love ♥ (:

Here's the thing, I accidentally fell asleep when I'm lying on the bed while listening to some songs..oh well, I just missed my chance of going out to shop for new stuffs T.T pity me..But eventually we still have our perfect dinner! A glass of orange+apple juice (my favourite ♥), a bowl of cream corn soup and chicken ham omelette is what made me so full >.< Gonna cut down on those calories going in :C

下起雨，想起你...近来还好吗？希望你过得幸福快乐 =)

不想成为代替品，或是摆美的花瓶，更是没用的笨蛋

不想再等了，毕竟...我也应该等不到吧？口上虽然是这么说，可是心里却依依不舍 =( 希望另一个他出现，让我忘掉你，可行吧？

放开

“ 最后的疼爱是手放开 ”

Today I went to play badminton, hurt my little finger zzz...it's worst at first, I can feel that pain running through my hand's nerve but when I touch it, it just mysteriously felt nothing..scary @.@ guess it'll be fine after a few days though.

Headed to Citymall later at night to have dinner. Have a taste of korean cuisine at Korean BBQ Supul. Simply lovin' Korean food! ♥ && I bought 2 dresses and a blouse yessh! It's been long (excluding the time when I go shopping with my mom at warisan recently) since I've been buying clothes >.<

Tomorrow's mother's day, still thinking what to give to my mommy :C

BTW You're making me disgusted by every way you talk

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感觉与你陌生了，可以恢复原状吗？

如果微笑竟是那么的肤浅，那我会真心的对你们笑
如果最后的出路是放开，那我现在已选择了它

强颜欢笑

It's been so long since I've been writing blog and I'm writing it now ♥

Theresa's bday today :) present her a slice of sweet daily cake and a "I can read you like a book" book, oh ya && a whisper of "Happy Birthday"! :P

Nothing special today, just that same uncomfortable feeling creeping inside me..and I don like it very much. INDEED.

It's just so hard to guess what are you thinking...

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我想我是傻了，竟然会告诉他我心情不好，可能是累了吧 >.<

强颜欢笑...我真的行吗？我想我已经把这个变成习惯了吧

最近，心情极度低落，以前就算再不开心也一定会用微笑带过，才发现，我已经渐渐办不到了，总是努勉强自己，努力微笑，甚至大笑，眼泪却不知觉在眼眶打转，已经到极限了吗？
不想那么脆弱，不可以整天随便哭，不准。

我不喜欢寂寞，你知道的，那位什么你还让我一个人呢？有些话，就是开不了口，越是埋藏在心里，越是心里感到挣扎。

何谓友谊？是你在人生中的同伴吗？有福同享有难同当？这原理已慢慢在我潜意识中模糊了，不喜欢怀疑什么，但眼前是多么清晰的事实。我不怪你们，也许我就是有欠差，也许在你们眼中，我就是一位时常在你们身边打转的人仅此。

我不是笨蛋，只是选择沉默，只想说，其实我在群岛人潮之中还是会寂寞