Friday, November 26, 2010

恋爱数字和星座配对

出生月份和出生日期加起来:再简化至一位数字

例如:出生月份为7月,日期为12日,就把7+12=19,再1+9=10,1+0=1 最后1为恋爱态度数字。



♥恋爱数字是1

你有丰富的幻想力,独立且很有魅力,你的潮流触角敏锐,永远走在时代尖端,对于爱情颇为主动,不会介意女追男不论在哪里你都会成为众人目光的焦点,你那好胜 的性格,引来异性两个极端的反应,很喜欢或很反感。 有时你的占有欲会很强,对朋友或爱侣都颇霸道,你喜欢有智慧和运动型的男性。

最匹配的星座:白羊座,狮子座,人马座

最佳的男伴生日:1,10,19,28



♥恋爱数字是2

你的恋爱态度是感性,浪漫,仁慈,你平易近人,谦虚和圆滑,跟所有人都相处得来,你天生爱好和平,说话很有说服力,因此备爱朋友,同事敬重的爱戴,有时 你会过分敏感,最大的缺点是遇上纷争时,没有足够自信去坚持自己的立场,你最喜欢温柔体贴但不失坚强的男性,当然幽默感亦绝不能缺少,一个喜欢音乐和跳舞 的男人会计得你的欢心。

最匹配的星座:巨蟹座,天蝎座,双鱼座。

最佳的男伴生日:2,11,20,29。



♥恋爱数字是3

你富有幻想力,好玩喜寻求刺激,表达能国很强你魅力过人,身边不会缺少朋友和裙下之臣,有时会因兴奋过度而态度嚣张,喜好通常在得失朋友前都会以玩笑态度打圆场。你妒忌心颇重,但通常是在男友的故意挑剔下才表现出来,你喜欢运动型和富艺术感的男性。

最匹配的星座:白羊座,狮子座,人马座

最佳男伴生日:3,12,21,30。



♥恋爱数字是4

你忠厚,心肠好,不会见异思迁,你是一个很忠心信赖的人,这有时会对自己不利,如遇上不值得爱的人也不愿放弃,你颇固执,兴之所至时甚至会主动闹事,幸而通常都是悬崖勒马,末至铸成大错,你选择伴侣时往往走极端。

最匹配的星座:金牛座,处女座,山羊座。

最佳的男伴生日:4,13,22,31。



♥恋爱数字是5

你的恋爱态度是爱冒险,不喜欢受传统约束,你的创意和适应能力都很强,常想出些新厅刺激的玩意,你的弱点是较容易随波逐流,你喜欢身形健硕,外貌英俊的异性,但亦求他们有才能,你要求对方像你一样面面俱到,否则会嫌他闷。

最匹配的星座:双子座,天秤座,水瓶座。

最佳的男伴生日:4,23。



♥恋爱数字是6

你热情,忠厚,温柔体贴的性格,深得同性朋友欢迎,亦吸引到不少好男人,由于你天生喜欢照顾和关心别人,所以很容易堕入一段过分关怀对方的不平衡关系, 这对你来说颇为吃亏,由于你非常重视家庭,所以父母不喜欢你的男子,你也不会接受,你对那些观点跟你不同的人,评价颇为苛刻,你是喜欢俊俏,聪明,有风度 的邻家男孩。

最匹配的星座:金牛座,处女座和山羊座。

最佳男伴的生日:6,15,24。



♥恋爱数字是7

你对恋爱充满诗情画意及神秘感和梦幻感,你文静,保守,不喜欢引人注目,而被你吸引的男性多属这类型,他们特喜欢你独立成熟而带点神秘感的性格,有时你 对朋友和爱侣会较为挑剔,要求很高,你喜欢与众不同的男性,孤独浪子型更深得你的心,不过最理想还是喜欢博学多才的男性。

最匹配的星座:巨蟹座,天蝎座和双鱼座。

最佳男伴的生日:7,16,25。



♥恋爱数字是8

你对恋爱十分自信,抱着宁缺莫滥的态度,情愿独守空帷,直至有合适的人出现为止。在读书时代你是个勤学的好学生,亦喜欢做学生领袖,由于你性格较刚强好 胜,因此有些男性会有点害怕你,你有时亦会太认真,霸道,且醋意太浓,这对你的恋爱造成一定阻滞,能和你相配的男人,必须英俊,聪明且很受人爱戴,是个锋 头很劲的人。

最匹配的星座:巨蟹座,天蝎座和双鱼座。

最佳男伴的生日:8,17,26。



♥恋爱数字是9

你成熟,慷慨和体谅别人,想寻找安全感的男人都深被你吸引,想跟你吐心事,息小你已给人安全,能别人的感觉因此你将来会是个好母亲。可是你有时会过分激 动,且喜欢跟人理论,脾气颇为急躁,你喜欢有责任感,衣冠楚楚,有醉人眼睛,体型健硕的男人,当然还须有过人的才智和魅力。

最匹配的星座:双子座,天秤座和小瓶座。

最佳男伴的生日:9,18,27


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Thursday, November 18, 2010

Untitled.

Ever felt listening to your heart
leads to the wrong decision after all?
I did.
And when it feels like letting go,
I would tell myself
how much i really love you,
to wash away those bad thoughts
that intrude my mind.
Things aren't really going well,
maybe I'm just too sensitive?
Close friends,
they say it's not worth it.
Friends,
they see things differently than me.
Peers,
they're just faking their smiles to me.
And for you,
there really is something you've been hiding from me,
something's not right.
Something.
I wish I knew what was it.
By that,
I've gotten tired.
Yea, it just won't let me take a rest.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

糊涂的我们。

Of all the things I still remember,
Summer's never looked the same.
The years go by and time just seems to fly by,
But the memories remain.

Aww, didn't on blogger since last week (I think :0) But here I am, typing away those alphabetic unspoken words in my mind :D

Next tuesday's the first day of that exam we've been waiting all life long. Bahasa Melayu and Pendidikan Seni Visual. Hmm, not sure if I'll be able to score but all the best to myself hahaha. Special classes for SPM aren't just not working for me, or even more accurately, us. Laughters and chit-chatting just fill the whole class, I guess teachers had already given up at even trying to get our attention. Mostly our concentrating time was when we need to discuss stuffs about next year's :D you know, PINK HOUSE! Lovin' the pinkish ♥

Next year class list was out already today, and it seems that most of us (science classes) still remain in the same class except for ren class of course. Sadly to say that commerce classes has to be shuffle thoroughly :O too cruel.

Got a bit too different these few days, friends were concerned. Different in a good way I think, but they say I'm crazy. Crazy, a little bit too much. And I did smile, smiling to everyone even to myself and to that electronic bar I'm holding whenever a text from him pop out :)

宁愿当被人受骗的傻瓜,也不愿当自己骗自己的笨蛋。

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Two roads, but only one way out.






















不要在我转身之后又说抱歉,时光教会我,静静的离去,轻轻的闭上眼睛,把爱你写成过去式。

三 二 一 ,我只等这三秒,三秒过后,我还是我。

周而复始的情节让人疲倦又害怕。

我知道,回头了还是会有短暂快乐,然后又会留下我一个花很长时间去舔噬伤口。

我知道,回头对你来说不容易,但我选择不接受,是因为珍惜。

你知道被人放弃的感觉吗?

你不会懂,因为你不曾努力过。


有很长时间,我用力去想,我曾经占据了一个什么样的位置,扮演了什么角色。

永远的,在两种可能之间,我只会选择最伤害自己的那一种。

因为我怕,比较美丽的那种只是我自欺欺人的幻想,是我编制给自己的美梦。

所以,我宁愿承认自己是个傻瓜,也不愿再去做个欺骗自己的笨蛋。

我承认,没有你的生活,我过得昏天暗地,可那是我的事。

很好,我不再终日等待在手机旁,不再让身边的人有机会说我是个白痴。

没了那些美丽的回忆,我变得麻木。

我开始不关心身边的每一个人,我会去说一些明知道很伤人的事实。

我知道,有其他的方式去表达,但我选择最残忍的一种。

所以我说,我变得麻木了。


空虚的时候,就会买很多很多东西。

整个夏天,我疯狂的买一些并不是真得喜欢的衣服,鞋子。

当我拎着它们的时候,我会觉得片刻的充实。

至少,

这个时候,还有我可以做的事。

每当我盯着那些战利品乱七八糟的躺在衣柜里的时候,

都会觉得它们真得很累赘。

然后我忘记了它们给予我的片刻安宁。

终于知道,我是个忘恩负义的人。

安宁...情绪跌到低谷的时候,甚至连梦里都得不到。

是什么缠得我快要窒息,我知道,你却不知道。


我会坚强,会跟自己说没关系,也会跟别人说没关系。

我会微笑,会对自己漂亮的微笑,也会跟别人一样的微笑。

我会记得,会记得那些过去里,经历过的喜怒哀乐,也会记得那些过去里,有过酸甜苦辣。

现在,我只想自私的祝福自己,勇敢的向前看。

所以别人一定要比我过得更好,这样才能惩罚我的自私。


《过去的一点一滴 原来什么都不是》

Monday, November 8, 2010

This is my perfect nightmare.

If I wake up tomorrow, will you still be here?

Today all the exam papers were passed back. ALL, practically all and I mean it x_x so well, you can guess how well I've done for my SPM mock by just looking at my face when I got those ugly papers, uh-oh. I could just hope that when the forecast slip come out, by some miracle could somehow get a few A-s. Yeahh, as if miracle would ever happen :C

Done this cute little test, can't really believe there's just a few of my boy side and that much of my girl side :]

---YOUR BOY SIDE---
[X] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats
[ ] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] You have ever felt that shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own a car racing game currently.
[ ] You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[X] You owned a DS, PS2, N64,or Sega before.
[X] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[X] You have watched sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool. (So not)
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You used to collect hockey cards.
[ ] Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
[ ] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (It's fun!)
[ ] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (Maybe sometimes :O)
[X] Sports are fun.
[ ] You talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You sleep with your socks on at night.
[ ] You have fished at least once.
Total: 7/24

---YOUR GIRL SIDE---
[X] You love to shop.
[X] You wear eyeliner.
[X] You wear the color pink.
[X] You go to your mom to talk.
[X] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[X] You like going to the mall. (My home :D)
[X] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[X] You like wearing jewelry.
[X] You cried watching The Notebook.
[X] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[X] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. (This is a sure-sure!)
[X] You don’t like the movie Star Wars. (*yawn*)
[X] You are/were in gymnastics. (Last time but not now)
[X] It takes you around one hour or more to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
[X] You smile a lot more than you should.
[X] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[X] You care about what you look like. (Who doesn't?)
[X] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[X] You like wearing high heel shoes.
[X] You used to play with dolls as little kid. (Barbie! :D)
[ ] You like putting make-up on others.
[ ] You like being the star of everything.
[X] Pink is one of your favorite colors.
Total: 21/24

如果这一切只是一场骗局,放心,我会配合到底的。

Saturday, November 6, 2010

会有什么?什么都没有。

Like crazy, I've gotten.
Twisted fate,
had my mind run wildly,
that it never had time to rest.
I miss everything before,
but it's hard to travel back to the past.
Impossible, i believe.

Been watching drama for a whole day yesterday, although it's quite an old one and have watched it before, but still can't manage to hold those tears! Amazed, credits to the director and script writers and actors who joined in to produce such a touching drama :)

《My Girlfriend is A Nine-tailed Fox》 I miss this drama so much! Haven't got the time to finish it since SPM Mock is running through my daily life. Gotta wait until SPM is over, I think :C anyways, heard a song from it which is really nice too!
Love You From Now On by Lee Seung Gi
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FcFi6ouy2lo
I found it hard to not love those korean songs which touches one's heart, and putting yourself in that particular situation, it just makes you felt that those MV-s are just genius, hahaha.



Once
Far away
And long ago
Was a tale
My daddy told
To me
He said
Theres of land of fantasy
Theres a prince
Who'll fight for me
Until the end

[Chorus]
This isn't how
I thought
It was supposed to be
You were the one
Who I imagined next to me
But sometimes
Love will fell
In the hands
Of the reckless
Cause this is
No fairytale
And I am no princess
No princess

Now
We're living
In the strangest dream
What I don't know
What to believe
Cause when
You said
I'm the one
Who'll fight for you
I'm the one
You'd never lose
That was just pretend

[Chorus]

If I am
A prisoner
And fear
Is my captor
And I'll never know
Happily ever after
I'm no Princess
That's just how it is
But now
I'm wiser
Next time
I'll write
My own
Last chapter

[Chorus]
-END-

Nice demo song, too bad she isn't going to release this in her next album :(
Seems that my post has gotten a bit too long with the lyrics, looking forward to Tat Seng's birthday party later ;D hope to have a great time! Ciao ♥

Thursday, November 4, 2010

It's killing me.


I don't know what to say
since of twist of fate
when it all broke down
and the story of us
looks a lot like a tragedy now.

Today's my dearest sister and lovely carmen's birthday! All the best to both of you, live your day and love your life (that's what I'll say ;D). Girls, we're strong in everything, don't let anything go in our way, live the best! Sweet loves ♥ May God bless you

要知道,对你的信任已慢慢破灭了,你霸占心房里的那一部份剩的都是疤痕。不想成为第三者,或者是其次的代替品。
幸福已经遥远,了吗?

This is looking like a contest, of who can put down everything and go away. But honestly, I hate acting like I dont care when it's actually tearing me up inside. Sick of crying , tired of trying, so yeah, I'm smiling but inside I'm dying. I try not to care, but i still care in the end.


Wednesday, November 3, 2010

谁转身离开?

Okay first, stucked at home. Gotten used to it since this year's SPM year. Second, I'm not touching any books. Third, I'm in front of my lovely computer =D how predictable I am hahaha.



This song is sooo touching! :) Shockingly my tears fell while looking at the lyrics, aww ♥

Looking back in the past & thinking,
how we used to be,damn i m i s s y o u.
It sucks when your mind says let go,
but your heart's still holding on :/
Sometimes i avoid you because I don't want to let it slip,
how much I love you