Thursday, July 15, 2010

No reason

Felt moody for no reason, make me feeling not going to tuition too, but eventually I went..and make the worst out of my time. Luckily I brought along my earpieces, at least these musics can share some of my weirdness and make me feel better.

Maybe I'm just too sensitive, sorry I couldn't control my emotions well. Or maybe I'm just finding chances to release my stress 0_0

ARGH why the system no reply my plkn semak >.< make me worry and not forgetting nervous too! But they say name which start with A, B, C would probably kena T_T and I don't want to!! So..SO jealous of them who didn't kena :C


I would really want to know want to know what's in your mind, it always seems so hard to guess.

Some little things :)

Give me reasons to prove me wrong, that you were more than just words, that you do rather than you say, that you would be better than the others, that you would thought of my feelings before yours, that you would me treat me like the one instead of someone, that anything you would be or do to make me feel secure, and a whole lot more of goods that I had never thought of.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Impossible

And I wanna believe you, ya I try to believe you, but I don't. When you say it's gonna be, it always turn out to be a different way, I tried to believe you.

What I hoped would be impossible, empty promises will wear.

Whole day gossiping, laughters from this corner with us three 8-po kinda irritates the teachers which made them stare at us with a stern look. A minute or so with a silent scene, but then the noises and giggling are heard again (thinking back make me realize what a funny scene it was haha) Don't blame us, blame our everlasting energy and active mouth, girls just LOVE to talk =P

Took a picture of my beloved! ♥ THANK YOU Theresa babe a.k.a Winnie the Pooh (HAHAHAHA) I Love You, you know it too :)

Monday, July 12, 2010

No Gettin' Over You

Stupid allergic! Just last night ate some beefs and seafoods my allergic starts working up >.<

Today holiday but I didn't touch any of my books @.@ LAZY i know, but just can't get this bad habit off me aiks..Didn't go to tuition today too, just wanna crumped up my wednesday's schedule with tuitions OH NO

Watch World Cup today earl morning, - NED vs ESP - quite a nice (not mentioning a lot of rudeness there xD) game but maintained a neil-neil score until the last minute, spain goal one in the second part extended time, which is kinda a sad thing for netherlands for not winning it, they've made it so far and plus Wesley Sneijder is so eye-catching!

Just found out that the FIFA closing ceremony is held before the finals, oh well gotta catch the replay, if chances pass by haha

I woke and my dreams are shattered here on the floor, my mind is trapped between true love and great friendship

"但你还是渐渐远去,今天我也...穿过天空向你呼喊 :) "

Sunday, July 11, 2010

虚假-ness

Tell me what you want from here, why could one change that much in a blink of an eye? Sick of all the insincere, it's like you never truly act me as a friend and you don't even bother to mend this friendship

你现在那样,让我怀疑你是否曾经珍惜过这段友情,如果你可以如此的不在乎,我也只好配合你

听过男孩伤害人爸爸教他把钉子钉在板上的故事吗? 只要男孩一对别人发脾气就把钉子钉上去,如此做就可以把气发怒在钉子上,当班上满都是钉子时。有一天,男孩已学会控制自己的脾气了,爸爸就教他只要一天不发脾气就把钉子一个一个拆下来,男孩就那样做,一天一天的,钉子慢慢就拆完了,但是板上被钉的洞痕还遗留。爸爸告诉男孩,一旦伤害过一个人,就算怎样补偿,伤口依旧会深深烙印在别人的心里。我可以告诉你吗?泪也为你流过了,“侧地失望”,是我对你最后想说的话