Gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind

But I get my hopes up and I watched them fall everytime

You've find your place and that's the best for you

It's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away

I've gotta move on and be who I am

To stay or not to stay? Made up my mind since last month that I'll stay for a year but something's bothering me, slowly changing my mind, leaving is not such a bad idea at all. But then, I would be so unwillingly to part with all my friends and all. Hurtful decision, but the best way to have you out of my mind. I'll leave (maybe?) but I'll miss you.

What a slow slow day. Classes and tuitions all crashes in today. And moodless emotions takes place. You'll never saw the tears I shed for you, but only the smile I forced myself to smile out.

他不懂

用笑來偽裝自己的不開心···用開心來偽裝自己的傷

因为爱你，所以放手还你自由； 因为爱你，所以不再让你困扰； 因为爱你，所以我宁愿自己难过， 因为爱你，所以我逼自己离开。 是否我沉默了，你才能听到我的心声？ 是否我停止了，你才能看到我的眼泪？ 是否我心粹了，你才会摸到我的心痛？ 是否我消失了，你才会知道我的存在？ 因为你，我打开了心房。 因为你，我给了彼此一次机会。因为你，我开始有了思念。 因为你，我有被疼爱的感觉。 也因为你，我再度掉下眼泪。 香烟看上火柴就注定被伤害。 不要轻易说爱，许下承偌就是欠下的债。

说不出的伤痛，所以只好独自承担

Where are you now?

Because of you I ache, because of you I am a crying person.

Doing homework while blogging now, can't get my eyes off the desktop, can't get my hands off the mouse, can't get my mind off you.

Today, I learnt that faker could really get more and more disgusting and annoying. First you point out that one's fake and then here you are, going through the same things they've done but in a different way. If that's call fake, would you admit that you're one too? Please, analyse yourself before you criticize people.

A lazy day, didn't did much work in class, just ad maths I think ;P ohh if talking is considered, then that too hahaha.

SPM countdown : 54 days, waiting.

It's so strange, tears flow even though I laugh, just like a fool. You still live in my heart, am I in your heart too?

证明你喜欢他(她)的17条证据

证明你喜欢他(她)的17条证据

一 你经常看他/她的空间。

二 当你和他/她打电话后，你会看下通话时间。

三你一遍又一遍读他/她的短信。

四 你和他/她一起走路的时候，走得很慢很慢。

五 他/她在你周围的时候，你会故意装作不在乎他/她，但当他/她离开的时候你会着急的找他/她。

六 当你想到他的时候，你的心跳一会跳得快，一会跳得慢。

七 你听到他/她的声音的时候会笑。

八 当你和他/她在一起的时候，你看不见周围的所有人，你的眼中只有他/她。

九 当你想到他/她的时候，你会听抒情的慢歌。

十 你看到他/开心的时候，你会不自觉的扬起一丝微笑。

十一 你闻到他/她的气味就很兴奋。

十三 你意识到当你看着他/她的时候，你就在内心盘算和他/她说什么，很紧张。

十四 为了见到他/她，你会为他/她做任何事。

十五 当你读这篇文章的时候，有个人一直在你的脑中浮现。

十六 你不停的想他/她，以至于你都没有发现这里没有第十二条。

十七 你翻上去找第十二条，然后默默地笑自己....

许个愿吧，你想....着他 :)

Loved?

Maybe you regret? If letting you go would make your life a better one, go ahead. Because I wouldn't want to be a fool fooled by your stupid lies.

Caribbean Bay CF! ♥

I wanna go Caribbean Bay!! ♥♥♥ and Nickhun IS so hot man oh gosh!

Please come back to me

Went to bengkel yesterday :) it seems like I'm making a fast progress with this car-learning thing but that was the last of it until my birthday which is 2 months ++ away! Oh so long :( jealous of those who can sit on the drive sit and get their hands on the stearing and hand gear even though it's just learning or somewhat :C

Been feeling tired these days @.@ should get more rest but that means lesser time to study! Argh this is driving me crazy. STRESS

SPM Countdown : 57 days =S

Nice nice song! ♥♥♥ Untouchable ft. Narsha (her voice is so nice! :D)

Take my hand ♥

Suppose to be an animation but too bad I can only download an image of it :(

♥ Lee Hom's new release album!

十八般武艺

歌手姓名：王力宏

发行时间：2010.08.13

歌曲列表

01。Dragon Dance

02。杜 U ♥ Me

03。 十八般武艺 【♥】

04。 你不知道的事 【♥】

05。 伯牙绝铉 【♥】

06。 柴米油盐酱醋茶 【♥】

07。 美 【♥】

08。 需要人陪 【♥】

09。 天涯海角

10。 你不知道的事（宋晓青版）

11。 自己人

一个我需要梦想 需要方向 需要眼泪

更需要一个人来点亮天的黑

我已经无能为力 无法抗拒 无路可退

这无声的夜现在的我需要人陪

What is love?

LOVE ♥ is beyond words.

MATHEMATICS ;)

Mathematics

are very important in statements

(and in "I love you"s)

we always calculate wrongly

(simple mistakes with no excuses)

charging the positives negatively

(because miracles are only for romantics)

x and y only ever meet once

(there is no second chance)

0.618 squared doesn't equal 1

(and I don't know the last number to pie)

the root of this problem

(has no solution)

is a 3 behind the lens

(so small that it's often forgotten)

love is not cubed but a sphere

(definitely not our circular arguments)

understanding must appear on both curves

(unless you intend for precise failure)

or else

(like us)

it is no longer an equation

(but merely undefined)

100 Truths :)

1. Full name : Michelle Chung Chien Yin

2. Nickname(s): Michelle =)

3. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius

4. Male or female: Female

5. Elementary: St. James

6. Middle School: STTSS

7. High School: STTSS

8. Hair color: Black.

9. Long or short : Long i think =D

10. Loud or Quiet: Loud :X

11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans!

12. Phone or Camera: Phone ♥

13. Health freak: Healthy but not a freak.

14. Drink or Smoke: Nah none of both :)

15. Do you have a crush on someone?: Sure

16. Eat or Drink: Eat of course!

17. Piercings: Ears.

18. Tattoos: NO.

HAVE YOU EVER:

19. Been in an airplane: Yeah :)

20. Been on a motorcycle: Nop.

21. Been in a car accident: Nop.

22. Been in a first fight: Nop.

FIRSTS:

23. First piercing: 3 years old haha.

24. First best friend: Michele Hii :)

25. First award: Singing competition (?)

26. First crush: OMG secret :X

28. First big vacation: Australia ♥

LASTS

29. Last person you talked to: Mom.

30. Last person you texted: Jon Jon ;D

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Anderson

33. Last movie you watched: Piranha :0

34. Last song you listened to: Double Vision - 3OH!3

35. Last thing you bought: Food?

36. Last person you held hands with: Kiki haha.

FAVES:

37. Food: How about asking food i dislikes?

38. Drinks: Yeo's Yogurt Drink! Ohh and Vitasoy ;D

39. Clothing: Dresses ♥♥

40. Books: Fictions :)

41. Music: Every songs that is nice!

42. Flower: Rose? Hmm.

45. Positions: What does that even mean??

46. Subjects: Languages :)

IN 2010.....

47. kissed in the snow: Would like to see that for even once :)

48. celebrated Halloween: Never.

49. had your heart broken: In Mac or April i think :)

50. went over the minutes on your cell phone: Sure haha.

51. someone questioned your sexual orientation: Nah.

52. came out of the closet: Why would i even go inside o_o

53. gotten pregnant: No.

54. had an abortion: Surely not.

55. done something you've regretted: I think so.

56. broke a promise: Maybe?

57. hid a secret: Yup.

58. pretended to be happy: Yaya.

59. met someone who changed your life: Ya?

60. pretended to be sick: Nop.

61. left the country: Nop.

62. tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it: Yep :)

63. cried over the silliest thing: uh huh.

64. ran a mile: Yup.

65. went to the beach with your best friend: Yes 31.7 2010 ♥

66. stay single the whole year: Thinking about that :)

CURRENTLY:

68. Drinking: Plain water?

69. I'm about to reply: Huh?

70. Listening to: Secret-One Republic

71. Plans for today: Going for art tuition later.

72. Waiting for: Your text message :)

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids: Yeah :)

74. Want to get married: Surely haha.

75. Careers in mind: Thinking.

76. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

77. Shorter or taller?: Stay the same?

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic!

79. funny or hot: Both hahaha.

80. Sensitive or loud: I prefer loud then :X

81. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship :)

82. Trouble-maker or hesitant: None of the above ;P

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: Nop.

84. Ran away from home: Surely not!

85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: Never.

86. Killed somebody: Nolah.

87. Broken someone's heart: Yeahh :(

88. Been arrested: Nop.

89. Cried when someone died: Ya

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: I don't think so.

91. Miracles: Not this too.

92. Love at first sight: Just so wrong.

93. Heaven: Ohh yea :)

94. Santa Claus: Perhaps?

95. Sex on the first date: o_o impossible!

96. Kiss on the first date: No thank you haha.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yup :)

98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? Sometimes yes, sometimes no.

99. Do you believe in God? Sure!

100. Post as 100 truths and tag at least 16 people: There's no tag system in blogger oops.

A little too not over you :O

Second day of raya holidays, it's getting really bored man. Stuck at home WHOLE day, seriously i mean whole day argh. Watching mv-s and drama-s in the morning, on the net in the afternoon, chatting in the evening, homework at the night. My life's really gonna go crazy if I really stay this way for the rest of my life @.@

I wish time could just speed up a bit, to get over with SPM exams and stress would go away eventually. Then I would have enjoyed everyday with lots of joy, laughter and freedom! But on second thought, maybe not. I'm not even well prepared for SPM, I need more time to study! Well, two parts of me arguing inside, frustrated, sadly I can't control it.

SPM countdown : 72 days

Cause this is Deja vu? Nop..it's not ;)

➹ηστhíηg Gοηηα chαηgε mγ ιονε fοr γου

Touch the sky ♥ Crash

Went shopping and yam cha with Kiki just now before going for tuition ;) then two other joined us too! Gossips..shhh :X

Cut a ping tou yesterday, still think it's funny though haha. Nothing much happen today, raya holiday that's why stuck in home argh.

SPM countdown: 73 days :S

Holiday Starts!

(A short version)

You, Me
We're face to face but don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
You can drive me insane
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
We're like different stars
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing
-Camp Rock 2

Surf youtube and found this song! Quite nice too ;D wanna watch this Camp Rock 2 at Disney Channel someday hahaha.

Sunday :)

Went out for a whole day yesterday! Headed to 1B like planned after going to church, then shop awhile and went to Boo Boo Land to play :) we go for the new dance machine at the entrance and it was so funny haha, play the drums (make my hands sore), the gun stuff, and even one riding bicycle! But gave up with it cause it's so hard to pedal :( Kiki even laugh me how can you play something when you don't even know to ride one in real life, totally sad :'(

We watched Step Up 3D!! A great great movie :D wanna watch it again if possible hahaha. Both male starrings are SO nice to look at, one manly and one cute plus a little bit of manly too XD

After having a break at Kahve (nice food!), have a nice chat there and then we go for another movie, Grown Ups. Quite a nice comedy but have some part really eww..:X Have our lunch at New York! Like their pizzas so much ;D

It's time to go to Steorra by then! Arrived just in time but we need to go under the rain on the way to the building. Overall not bad, have a few songs which make me really touched and I don't know why haha. Then they have drama club performance, cute! It ended later than it's estimate time of finishing, so it means I went back home late that day too, exhausted.

Today's Sunday, no-Mr-Ang-Sunday! I like this type of Sunday but it became boring when I go for KPP (law) class early morning. Imagine sitting there for 5 hours, doing nothing but keep your eyes on the speaker? No way! I had better things to do, texting and talking hahaha.

So I'm back home and writing these, what a nice and boring Sunday :$

You were everything that I wanted ♥

Today's the last day of school till holiday classes due next week. For the others, they get to have a week of holiday, jealous! :X Going out tomorrow! Probably going to 1B to watch movie :D But Love Disguise is only available at Suria :C will be going Steorra later that night, been expecting it so much!

SPM Countdown : 79 days :O

I guess lots of gray hair will be coming out then XD